28th step: Crisis of faith
Mar. 10th, 2010 12:23 pm[The scene is dim - lit, in fact, only by the PCD, as the windows of Saul's house are shut. The device has been knocked to the floor and captures the darkened bedroom. Saul is sitting up in the bed, hunched over, looking a wreck: bloodied, bandaged with scrapes of cloth, and dazed with fever. He stares at the air and mutters to himself, at some delirious shadows on he can see.]
I don't care, Grandfather. I have a talent, a gift, Mithra's own gift, and the army feeds me better than you ever could -
- I won't spare you, give me my gun - !
[He lurches forward at whatever it is he's seeing, reaching out a hand, but of course only grabs thin air. He blinks, shakes his head, then goes ashen pale; he rolls off the bed and drops with a heavy sound to the far side, and thus is thankfully out of the PCD's sight while being sick.
After a while, he appears again, pulling himself back onto the bed with an effort. His eyes are clearer now, motions steadier. Perhaps the fever has broken. His face is a mask of helpless frustration.
He sits on the bed and stares down at his hands.]
I am the most powerful Guardian on the continent... but what is a Guardian, here?
I don't care, Grandfather. I have a talent, a gift, Mithra's own gift, and the army feeds me better than you ever could -
- I won't spare you, give me my gun - !
[He lurches forward at whatever it is he's seeing, reaching out a hand, but of course only grabs thin air. He blinks, shakes his head, then goes ashen pale; he rolls off the bed and drops with a heavy sound to the far side, and thus is thankfully out of the PCD's sight while being sick.
After a while, he appears again, pulling himself back onto the bed with an effort. His eyes are clearer now, motions steadier. Perhaps the fever has broken. His face is a mask of helpless frustration.
He sits on the bed and stares down at his hands.]
I am the most powerful Guardian on the continent... but what is a Guardian, here?
[accidental video post]
May. 30th, 2009 12:03 am[The feed is switched on by a random crackling of electricity, the origin of which is soon revealed. The place is Unohana's clinic, one of the rooms; the video shows Saul sitting next to a bed, tattered and wounded, his head in his hands. He doesn't look percisely sad or broken, more tired - and focusd. There's a very faint buzz in the air around him, like static electricity, giving the air in the room a soft eerie low.
In the bed lies Carmen's body - if only she'd been breathing, she'd have looked asleep. But of course, she isn't.
Saul speaks very quietly.]
Spirits of this land, powers of this world... I've kept true. I have stayed my blade when you wished me to, I have always spoken in your favor. My fortune is yours to decide.
We've only just begun to understand each other. Don't take her... not yet.
[The prayer spoken, he lets his hands drop to his sides, and leans back in the chair, eyes closed, calm now.]
In the bed lies Carmen's body - if only she'd been breathing, she'd have looked asleep. But of course, she isn't.
Saul speaks very quietly.]
Spirits of this land, powers of this world... I've kept true. I have stayed my blade when you wished me to, I have always spoken in your favor. My fortune is yours to decide.
We've only just begun to understand each other. Don't take her... not yet.
[The prayer spoken, he lets his hands drop to his sides, and leans back in the chair, eyes closed, calm now.]
18h step: Developments
May. 24th, 2009 08:36 pmSo, doma Sumeragi, dome Mollari... and you, little one. It seems we were predesetined to some familiarity, mm?
I'm not sure how, mind, but it's unwise to deny the spirits what they are due. I shall attempt to act towards you as they seem to wish I do, but I've never had a family in the proper sense, so you'd have to forgive me my ignorance.
I'm not sure how, mind, but it's unwise to deny the spirits what they are due. I shall attempt to act towards you as they seem to wish I do, but I've never had a family in the proper sense, so you'd have to forgive me my ignorance.